To bore to death.

Tell me please, when did I get everything wrong? When did I start being such an asshole? When did I began going down, instead of keeping up? Well, even though I can't change past (as mucha as I'd like the past not to exist, it still does), I still can do something about it, can't I?

The least I can do is promise you that if I reach my achievements and accidentally start acting like an asshole like I'm doing right now, I swear I'll stop myself of being that kind of waste of time-space.

And I'm saying all this kinds of stuff assuming that, maybe somewhere, sometime, someone will be concerned and enough sick for paying attention to this.

P.D.: If I ever get to know you, I know you'll be the light that'll illuminate my hole life, spirit, heart, mind and soul. If I ever get the luck to know you.